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we all fall 

we all cower

we all flee, and we all weave into and through the trees

away from what we don’t want to know and into what we remember

i don’t want to relive the end, the blue vans, the white cars, the tears

and the sobs

the blue skies, the white clouds

the morning dawn

the shadows and the sorrows

my heart can’t bear the end, but if i could relive that summer

i would bear it a million times over again

A Walk to Remember

Love is always patient and kind

It is never jealous

Love is never boastful or conceited

It is never rude or selfish

It does not take offense and is not resentful

Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins 

but delights in the truth

It is always ready to excuse

to trust

to hope and to endure in whatever comes

Shatters of Glass

The spines of the spineless are the most visible

You can feel the bones as you crawl up their lies

And infatuations and adulations

The scent of their fear

The taste of their presence

A glory, and with words and those whom they hurt

Shatter the bones and weaken the knees

Only to devour again,

The beast, alive, generating and growing

Dies. 

Masterpieces

Let your past make you better not bitter.

Beauty is superficial. Let your age make you better- better looking.

Better intentioned. Should age make you the wiser, or the fool?

Ought it not to scrape the surfaces of dust, ground itself into blood and

Secure itself and beyond time I stand to see this petty punishment roam

Past the gates of hell and into my land of paradise, where no soul shall

Enter, without grace. Without beauty. The beautiful are the damned, for

With eyes they judge and see, and sight is what blinds us all. 

We Are Human

it is said by humans,
that we love without consciousness

that death is merely a passing,

that we enter immortality, if there is but one that remembers us in their hearts

what is this pain then?
embroiled into me,
taking every single blissful moment of life
destroying every ambition of love

there be souls penetrating a room of misery
of tears that are shed with no end 
with cries for help
from those furiously inclining into nonexistent barriers
wanting to grasp the soul of the passing

beings yearning for a man to wake from his slumber
an eternal slumber so impure
so unreal
that we feel no other 
but the feelings dripping down our faces

we cry ourselves into insanity
that we yearn to reach out into the heavens and pull back the soul that brings us so much pain
so much sorrow

we realize no longer are we afraid of passing
what we fear is losing a dear member of ourselves to death

we fear the pain that is adhered into losing a loved being

so rest into a pure heaven
and cross into the greenest meadow,
from so many thousands of feet above

there be no pure love without sorrow

we are human

Philosophies of the Mind

internal comprehension is one’s worst attribute
when you understand,
you lose spontaneity

And then there’s Peace

there be sweet rhythms here
beating softer than the pace you breathe
body on flat plains
mind and soul reversed
and immersed within dark eyes
i explode into sparks of suns
drawing unto me the calm
so must i not squander endless nights
wasted in deep sighs
humble music
withered with hues of your skin
gentle, peaceful
reserved or mysterious
as falling rain

Paint

if there’s anything
I would have fallen
Collapsed and buried by the sound
fresh wind
The shiver of winter
The intensity of fever
Shameless
Abandoned
Regretted
And despised
If curiosity never dominated your thoughts
we would not be here today
If we never came out of our shells, 
we would never try 
at this hour, as the hands move and strike
the veins of this heart
I ask 
abandon your shield, dear warrior
and paint this canvas with your fingers
dip your hands in the paint
and paint me your best memory

Words and Silences

if there is such a thing as love

let it surpass all struggles and barriers

let it reach the farthest corners of this planet

so that no distance disintegrates its power

that friendships outlive centuries

even as we bond through the finest threads

let the feeling of trust radiate over all circumstances

over all impossibilities

we’re not so strong as to believe we don’t cry

that we don’t feel

if there exists love

it be so white, pure

and so human

The Lady of Fair Verona

of intellectual composition

stories and theories arise

beheld and bewitched by the soul.

noble intentions,

and painful suggestions of courage

and inner destruction

like fire, incoming catapults of light

and emancipation from our cage

bravery as the wood

and rage as the smoke

minutes of fear

and release is feather

light, numbing… captured by the senses 

and ensnared by the topic of such interactions

devoured by word

and will be blended into the body 

posted, read and repeated

no conscience replies

from the woman who inspired 

the very fire

she, who stands tall in her fair 

burg.